the world is always more full of women
than full of men, I know
the idea of more women always sounds more exciting than
the idea of more men, I don’t know
how it happened, that the unbearable lightness of being
is really the unbearable weight of feeling, we say
not ready, as though readiness existed
as though I were prepared to meet my future
as my maker? unlikely, I’ve preached
reality to the backs of my lovers till my lips chapped
and my spa-free skin paled
in endless comparison to simpler, smoother
versions of the body sublime, the one
we adore in bloodless beauty, pain subtracted,
I see how you could see the body as buffet
I see why it looks delightful to turn us over
like half-eaten pancakes,
an instagrammed Belgian waffle liked, passed over
until Easter makes its mark as permanent, a gift given up,
and you realize with repetition
that what has been sacrificed god doesn’t return.
Alessandra Davy-Falconi is a phoenix who recently completed an undergraduate degree in history while working full-time in corporate America. When she’s not working, she makes and seeks out art, explores the infinite outdoors, and reads as much as possible. Her work has previously appeared in Litbreak, Flash Fiction Magazine, Philadelphia Stories, and Strong Verse, among others. Look her up if you’re curious.